The hateful things we do

We do tend to hate a lot. Not just as Americans but as Human beings in general. We hate countries, people, anyone or anything is not immune in this world. We even hate animals sometimes. We hate them enough to completely destroy their species. That's a lot of hate.

But the grandmother of all hatred and the one that I will never understand is the hatred of the self. You are given one gift in this world. Your body and mind. They are the only things that you are allowed and never have to give to anyone or sell.

But some people defile this gift as if it were so much cow flop on the road. They put horrible amounts of substances in that they know have no business there and make themselves do hateful things. Sometimes they do these things to keep the people around them away from them. A distancing tool so that they can kill themselves in peace. IF you meet one of these people and can offer them comfort without harm please do so. But know this. These people are dangerous and should not be trusted nor assisted if they display any aggression towards you for trying to help them. They are suicidal and will take you with them if they can.

If you are one of these people I urge you to get help. We are not certain where the gift of life is derived from. I am certain though that wherever it comes from it is a grevious thing to destroy so valuable a commodity as a life. Would you break a valuable vase because it's ugly? Or crash a new car because it didn't have a cigarette lighter? Then why destroy yourself for some silly little worldly problem. All things in this life are transient.....

And pain and it's memory will pass. But if you dwell on it and believe that you are the only one who will ever understand what horror you feel you are wrong on two counts.

First to dwell on even good things too long has a very negative effect. Dwelling on negative things must be so much more so.

Secondly, I know for certain that any given time there are millions or people who have it worse than you do and your shorsightedness is simple childish selfishness that, once discovered, will become laughable and silly to you.

But if you will not seek help, then seek solitude. Because (and I mean this) I love my life and don't want you ruining it with your pain in the ass self-pity.

If you aren't willing to get up and get moving in the right direction then I hope you have enough in the bank to enjoy your last years because they are all you will know. It is my solemn belief that your self-destruction will not only kill your Earthly body but doom you to an eternity of regret as a spirit that longs to reclaim the opportunity it threw away in life.